Danielles Journal.

Day One

Cher Diary,

Today was, painful. I feel free of guilt for once in my life, yes, but that still doesn't hide the fact that life sooner or later will catch up to me. So far, I've met some people, but stayed away from most. As usual, I was a complete ass to the ones I met. Well, all but two. There was this boy named Anders, who at first I thought was just another complete asshole sent from my father to make my life misirable, but that was before I started talking to him. i was a complete stranger and he still told me what was bothering him. Its strange, having someone talk to be like that. Im not used to it. I wish i were, but no. Emotions are weaknesses and i cannot be weak. If I am weak, I can be taken advantage of and if that happens, there is no reason for me to be alive. I thought I was immune to these feelings, the ones that people show when they care for someone. I'm not though, because that was exactly how I felt when I watched Reuben climb the wall of chaos or whatever they named that evil wall. i was so scared that he was going to die. I could feely my fathers rage too, but to my surprise I didn't change anything. i have alway been scared that if I didn't live how I was taught, something bad would happen. This is only day one though. Who knows what can happen.

Wish me luck, from myself and my father,

Midnight Rose.